Years ago, I found peace in my mind
But now distorted thoughts creep, keep me awake every night
I never thought that it would come to this, but every time I find bliss the darkness crawls within
Am I living a lie to what I felt deep inside or will I ever find this fucking silver lining?
I'm alone in my mind and I won't say it with pride, I fucking hate the way I live my life
Nothing ever seems to go right, no hope and no sunlight
Just darkened clouds in my mind
You will never feel the pain that I've felt
The life of lies and this bullshit hand I'm dealt
I make enough just to get by, I feel myself falling behind
Always searching just to make ends meet
I know I fucked up bad, I know I'm in too deep
This life is pain I've learned
But I will get what I've earned
Sucked dry of everything that I've got
To have stability is all I fucking want
I feel stuck, I feel trapped, so attached to the past
The only thoughts I have are being able to stand
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
I'll fight this fucking world and leave it behind
Stand up for yourself
Nothing to lose and everything to gain
From the cradle to the grave